Yes I am in fact still writing. Right now it's in an "experience" phase. I'm constantly coming up with ideas out in public as I live my life and feverishly writing them all down on notes in phones and my head. It'll all get very overwhelming hopefully sometime soon. Soon i'll have all these ideas with little running theme. But even there I have some. It gets more and more detailed and whirly and deep as time passes. It's transitioned from vignette type storytelling, to having a bit more depth to it, with a few story lines running through it, mixed with my own experiences. It's going to have a terrible lot of me in there. 

     But even there, I am currently living a few different hell's right now, so I have to get through those I think too. Car issues, believe it or not, as seen in the blog page of this website. So that's been fun. Numb mostly as of lately. Which is giving me a false sense of "hey! Things aren't too bad!" Which they so very much are. No music or ability to make side cash is extremely detrimental to my life and mental stability and emotional stability and well-being.  

     So I think for now, I'll keep jotting down, and writing ideas rather than hashing out full on chapters and figuring out how they all run together. I have an issue with trying to figure it all out as I go as far as story lines and themes. Rather than going back to write them in. This time, it will be better though, I will be better. And I'll go back and revise and revise and revise until it becomes a complete story filled with beautifully fucked up people, events and experiences based on the life of an unfortunately kind and unlucky character. So many things will happen. 

         All in good time.