Such a sorry sad sach. Well, right now I deserve to be. 

i yanked my car apart today. That was fun. I'm hungry. I was drunk last night and ended up at a party. Eh, yes. There were 5 others there. We played this odd tells of charades end I was horrible. They all knew each other and I was the odd man out. I did not fit in. Thank god there was pizza and breadsticks and dogs and cats. A big ass fluffy cat. A huge Fucking big ass fluffy cat named moose. Aside from that I was trying my best to fit in. Want happening. Oh well. If I wasn't there I'd only be drinking and hating myself. So I think I did it to get out and do something different for a change and also to occupy my head from dark shit floating around. 

       Even my ideas for charades were kind of ripped apart. Yucky. No bueno. But I lived. Wham. Now I'm sitting here waiting for our groupy group to go on. More to come.