Sometimes I feel like crap because I've accomplished nothing. I spend half the day in bed and don't do too much. So I think. Even if I write my ass off and get a song down, or rather half of one. Or simply have a cool idea that would BE a song. I still feel unaccomplished. 

      One of the feelings I hate the most is feeling like I my day/Time/hours etc. If I sleep until 11 or noon or later, and I need or want to get something done, I get frantic sometimes. I need to accomplish something, write something. Do something. Anything. Read, finish a show, get some work done. Mostly it's personal work. Which is where this is leading to. 

          Even if I do accomplish something art related, it feels like I did nothing. There's nothing to show for it. Just a recording. Space on a hard drive. I can post it. I do. But I still don't feel it's enough. The other part of me comes out and says,"DO MORE! Do something more tangible! But it's all I can do most times.