I’ve already accomplished one goal for 2020. I got a jam space. I managed to get in 3 weeks early too, so I’m there for free this month. Yes.

So I did that thing where I made goals because that’s what you’re supposed to do, right? Some film related, car related, self improvement yata yata. I just don’t want to feel stuck anymore. Don’t we all?

I think my mail goal is to get out of this job. Things are changing. I wasn’t passionate about it before, but the people I enjoy working with are realizing our department is useless as of late and either jumping ship, have gone to leadership roles they shouldn’t have been put in or worse.

I’m writing this, as I sit here at my desk. That’s how much I dislike my job. It’s cushy though, so I battle that fact every day I say I’m done with all of it. I will only despise going anywhere else eventually, and this place is quite relaxed, and I mean very. So I have to stop and tell myself it’s not that bad and it’s actually a great place to work for, just not my cup of tea as far as my role goes. Perhaps any role available here, which is what it is, but that doesn’t make it a bad place to work for, because it’s considered one of, if not the best in the area.

That being said, my ultimate, over arching goal is to focus on perhaps positioning myself to not have a set job at all. I’ve begun an endeavor that is slow going, but could potentially work out to become a larger source of income in the future. We’ll see what happens.

I didn’t finish this post, but feel like you may get the gist. Upward and onward.