One of my biggest pet peeves is when people ego are really into the zodiac signs (aries, sagitarius, leo, cancer etc) generalize you as if they've got you nailed as if the day of that month you were born in is the only thing deciding what kind of person you are. Fuck you. Yes I'm in a mood.
Oh because I'm a (no I'm not going to tell you what I am.) That's the reason I am why I am. Really? Fuck you. There's things and reasons why. How about my up bringing? How about my dad's an ass taxi? How about when I was bullied the whole year of 6th grade by not one or two or 3 but nearly all the kids ever I've ever hung out with. Tens, twenty kids. No, maybe ten or so. More than I care to count. A whole lunch table full of assholes and beyond that table into kids who just wanted to be part of something. Yea. Didn't know that did you? I haven't mentioned it.
All started by one kid. One. And I maintained a friendship with him after the fact to. Years. If that's not loyalty I don't know what the Fuck is. Kid ruined my fucking life. To boot we had a push-over permanent sub all year and he let a lot of it happen. He was cool though. He was on my side. I believe ours the year he grew a pair. He had a lisp. Mr. Fowler. He made an impact. I paint him like a prick but he was a saint among a sea of little fuckers.
Long story short, physical abuse, verbal and mental abuse plagued me for the majority of that year. Also the year I got glasses. Nothing to do with the situation but it didn't help. I got hit, smacked, punched up, never beat up thank god. But most importantly, this kid started calling me gay and convinced everyone to play along and pick on me relentlessly. Re-fucking-lentlessly. Everyone I knew was against me. I found my real friends. Nobody I really talk to now. But thank god for them. Really.
This doesn't count? My experiences of constantly taking shit from people, experiences growing up, genes or history don't? I can't change me? Bullshit. Bull fucking shit. I'm a much different person than I was a few short years ago. Fuck your signs and generalizations. Don't condescend me with your crapshoot expertise knowledge on my "sign" like you know me before you know me. Or perhaps this mentality is exactly what my sign WOULD do.
Take your signs and stick em. You're limiting yourself. Looking up and memorizing you're not compatible with a damn human being because a website said so? According to the signs? These made up entities. Made up. It's all a crock of shit. To occupy you in nonsense that does not matter. So you're not going to make a friendship or start dating someone because of their sign? Or you're GOING to because the signs say you "fit"? Then you tell yourself it didn't work out or DID because of your compatibility. Always shifting blame. Take responsibility. Jesus Fuck. Just a little? Please?
Yes I'm in a mood, fight me. Fuck your sign.