I am disgusted with myself. I can't say why. But listening to a podcast, the WTF podcast with Marc Maron, he's got a few issues. A few is an understatement. But he talks about one specifically on his pre-show talks, and also interviews a few celebrities who share these issues. 

     There's a few stories I hear that make me cringe and shiver that I made someone feel a certain way. Even if they asked me and forced me into answering. What a horrible thing to think, "yea, this is a good idea." Which probably explains a lot. But I can't take it back. Although it was based on merely attempting to give someone what they wanted and nothing else. It wasn't based in truth. It wasn't what I thought or my opinion. It still doesn't help that I think back and want to die. Ugh. What a fucking person I am. 

   So there's that.