find me

i hope when you find this, whoever you are. You appreciate it. Don't take it at face value, look deeper. See that this is a rare glimpse into someone's head. A peek between the shades to someone who may or may not be losing their marbles. i don't know, that's for you to decide. Perhaps I'm sad, perhaps i'm bored. Perhaps I'm fucked. 

        Don't just say, "jesus pat, you're fucked." Say, "Jesus Pat, you really are laying it out there." It's not for you, it's for me. Judge me if you must, but think about your own sad life first, before mine. Only then, should you come back and tell me what you feel about this. I'm open to your thoughts. I need a friend. 

Talk to me.