It's been a while since I've written. I just haven't been in a writing mood. That's all there is to it. But I am confident as I now know myself. I have cycles. I've been writing music incessantly the last 4-5 months and beyond. I mean truly. Loads and loads.

There was an overlap. Music and writing here, but I've been living my life a bit. It's part of a cycle. I was in a place I hated and all I could do was write. Now I'm in a place I'm freer and i'm soaking it in for now. Let me live my life dammit! I've been relatively happy this week. Happy once but complacent and neutral most of it. Not sad and down is all that matters is what I mean. You know?

I've moved and all that jazz. Still broke as shit as usual but that's because I'm buying tickets to shows this summer left and right. Financially still a mess, but I can afford this place and it's all gravy as they say. Who they is I don't know. I've stagnated on all my projects as usual. The next record, the book. I come back from work and just want to veg. Not good. I need to keep working. I'm trying.

No I'm not who the fuck am I kidding. I'm not motivated when I get back to my room. Just not. But that'll change. It will. It's a cycle. I have writing cycles. I write and write and write. Music, then words here, and then I just live. I live. With women or catching up or vegging or eating or working or playing or enjoying or performing or travelling or all those things. Then, after I've lived a little, I'll write some more. I'm in an intake stage. A receiving stage. Not a push or create phase. Input output. THERE IT IS.

I'm in an input phase right now, not an output phase.

Give it time, I'll find something to bitch about and light a fire under my ass soon.

Stay tuned. Or don't fuckers.