Things have been odd these last few months. But I can't use that as an excuse, I'm only a lazy procrastinator.

In the past 6 months or so I've adopted the philosophy that I have no idea where I'll be next week or month, and that life can change in an instant and on a dime. I've said it many times before. "Things can change like that. On a dime. My life is so adventurous and ever changing and mysterious and yet so miserable at the same time I cannot tell you what tomorrow will bring. So no, I don't know yet if I want a burrito or a burrito bowl yet." As I stand there in line at Chipotle.

I've practically changed my whole mindset on this thing called life in the last two months. The last 6 I've found, come to realize, and accept that my career as a video editor is over. At least for the foreseeable future. (but we know how that goes) I'm spending my summer at a cemetery. Yes. Burying people is part of the job. I still film weddings. The incredibly difficult first half of 2016 due to we'll say, "misguided use of funds on the part of my employer" (whose really not my employer) left me penniless. Promises of this and that over the last 2.5 years, and nothing much to show. I used to be excited about it. A start up of sorts! Build the company! But after being used time and time again, and still am, I've come to a breaking point. A major reason for leaving to the West Coast. But after that frustration, I said fuck it, and got a job doing the complete opposite, I work outside. I work with a great bunch of people truly. I'm getting a farmers tan, (lovely) and i'm the fittest I'll probably ever be. Stay tuned.