Failed

Pity parade alert.

     I am a failure. I have failed at most things in my life and not where I want to be at all. And I've  failed everyone in my life and not at some point or another and failed myself. 

    Recent developments that have been impending and inevitable have finally caught up to me. It was only a matter of time.  

    Tonight, I will drink, practice, drink some more. Hopefully wake upfor work.  

     Tomorrow, I'll stop doing that, thinking it too, to get me through another shit show event, but tonight, I am a failure.