Nothin'

What’s the play here, what’s the plan?

There is no plan folks, this is it. Nothin’.

I’m not sure why I’m writing today, other than avoiding my duties as a good little computer minnion and pressing buttons for dollars. This is what it’s come to in this world. Click, click, send, dollars. I guess I’ve got to change something.

I am working, albeit very slowly at a snail’s broken pace on a book of sorts. It’s a fun one. It’ll be good. I need the artwork though and I cannot draw a stick figure for the life of me, it’s nearly finished I believe. There’s no book like it out there I could find, which I know sounds pretentious, but once it’s finished you’ll get the idea. It’s a parody of a type of book out there. It’s fun, humorous, based in pure baseless made-up facts. What a world!

What else? Not much, or is it and that’s just how I respond to such questions. I rarely remember my recent past, always thinking too much of the future, and never considering the present as much as I should. I’m still in survival mode I guess, not really seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and looking at the map upside down and inside out so I have no idea what the hell I’m doing on any given day. Perhaps someday I’ll figure it out. That day is not today however, and not sure it’s ever coming, Fun!

I kayak’d and played some basketball with some friends I haven’t seen since March, for my birthday celebrations. I really did not want the last time we all got together to be that day, yikes.

I’m buying records every week to fill the void of sitting around and doing indoor things these days. Every day during the work week feels like it flies by, dinner, then 3-4 hours that flies by of doing what I may be doing, then waking up the next day to do it all over again. It feels like my down time dwindles as each mundane, same week passes. Although I’m doing more of the things I’ve always wanted to I guess? Rather, I’ve got more time to do it than ever, but not doing it. Insane.

I played basketball for 1.5 hours yesterday and thought I was going to pass out from heatstroke or heart attack, I need to work out more. My brain, and my body.

But what else is new.