I was antsy. Really antsy. The kid was crying in the room next door and I had nothing to do on a Saturday night. I needed to get out. When I get this way I have to get out. Out as in NOW. I set my mind to leaving to do whatever it is and I can't get out fast enough. I drove down the road and had no idea what I was going to do.

I texted Jean who I'd been talking to. I finally called her bluff.

Sat 7:29 PM - What are you doing right now? I gotta get outta here. Lol.
Sat 7:33 PM - XP getting high and buzzed with kay fantasizing about you <3
Sat 7:35 PM - Meet me?
Sat 7:39 PM - Now? In real life? XD
Sat 7:39 PM - Yea
Sat 7:39 PM - Okay ?
Sat 7:40 PM Up to you. I just have nowhere to be
Sat 7:47 PM This is hard
Sat 7:49 PM - Up to youuu
Sat 7:51 PM - D; 
her: Sat 7:53 PM - I don't want to miss an opportunity
Sat 7:54 PM - No pressure hun. I just have an itch to gtfo. Im out right now.
Sat 7:54 PM - But I'm also getting intoxicated. 
Sat 7:54 PM - What's gtfo?
Sat 7:55 PM - Is old orchard far for you?
Sat 8:01 PM - I was slow on the gtfo I'm sorry
Me: Sat 8:02 PM - No not at all
Me: Sat 8:03 PM - Well, not too far for tonight
Sat 8:03 PM - Where are you now?
Sat 8:04 PM - Derry
Sat 8:05 PM - Will you need to spend the night?
Sat 8:05 PM - I don't have to
Sat 8:06 PM - I feel rude but I live at my parents and feel it's a boundary
Sat 8:07 PM - For staying?
Sat 8:07 PM - Si
Sat 8:08 PM - That's fine I don't have to.
Me: Sat 8:10 PM - Do you still wanna meet or
Sat 8:10 PM - I want! But I don't want max to show up after I leave
Sat 8:11 PM - Ah
Sat 8:11 PM - That's alright. Maybe some other time
Sat 8:11 PM - But I want D;
Sat 8:14 PM - Watchu want me to do
Sat 8:17 PM - I feel bad! Will you be disappointed if we only get a drink and kiss maybe? 
Last night I wouldn't have had concerns :( I'm unshaven too so I'd only be able to offer 
kisses.

Sat 8:21 PM - That's okay
Sat 8:22 PM - We are going to Biddeford Maine ;*

(at this point I'm on my way)

Sat 8:23 PM - What's that
Sat 8:25 PM - A town that's closer to you ;p Biddeford Maine ;*
Sat 8:26 PM - Oooh
Sat 8:27 PM - ;p Nate wants to go to a bar
Sat 8:31 PM - There's Biddeford pool too if you want to go to a rock beach
Sat 8:39 PM Pool? It's cold as balls out
Sat 8:39 PM Rock beach!!!! Bunch of rocks/rock planes! XD
Sat 8:40 PM Okay
Sat 8:41 PM - Do you want to do that?
Sat 8:41 PM - Yea let's do it
Sat 8:42 PM - Okay :) bar first please
her: Sat 8:42 PM - You're two hours away?!
Sat 8:42 PM - I don't have the cash for it atm
Sat 8:43 PM - Do you have it for gas?
Sat 8:44 PM - Yea. Just shouldn't be blowing it on the bar atm.
Sat 8:45 PM - I can cover a drink ^_^ that's as much as I'll have too
Sat 8:45 PM - Hahaha.
Sat 8:45 PM - :*
Sat 8:56 PM - I'll be there
Sat 8:57 PM - Okay! Do you want to contact when you're close?
Sat 8:57 PM - Yesh
Sat 8:59 PM - Okay :)

And with that, I barreled north like to tomorrow in that little civic. Jamming to T-Rex,