Curse

It seems a trend that when I begin talking to someone, after I write a song with them in it, they stop talking to me.  They don't hear it, or know it exists. I am inspired by them to write, not even a tune,  just words on page. Most times not even directly about them,  only a name, or an image of what I think they're like used.  Not even their real selves.  But after I do they go.  It's mere superstition I suppose,  but every single one, as long as we talk, the minute I put them to page I get the door.  

   So do I quit writing songs or do I stay lonely? 

            Here, this one's for you.