I saw Alvvays last night in Portland. Car made it, I know!

You don't know about my car, i don't care to elaborate.

I'm always tired. Ever feel like that? Yea I know, we all do. Usually it's because I can't sleep, or stress and lack OF sleep, long nights etc. But sometimes, it's other reasons. Nyquil or meds, in my case, too much Melatonin. I didn't think it was addictive. It isn't BUT, you do stare at the bottle right before you sleep lying there thinking, "Well I might not get a good night's sleep if I don't have it. Hmmm." Plus now they sell different miligrams of it. 10mgs puts me out. Before it would wear off. But It's been every night or thereabouts for a few weeks and it does put me out cold. But if you have to wake up early, you feel groggy. I slept a solid (or so I think) 7 hours last night, or at least 6.5. But I think the pills vs lack of sleep and a long night forces your body to simply feel groggy all throughout the next day.

ALSO! This is funny, found out someone I loathe is back in town. Drove by. Some things never change. Thank god they've got a recognizable vehicle. It's sad. They're such a sad troubling presence. But I know now. I knoowwww. It's been so many years yet they're existence revolves around themselves and spreading lies and rumors and truly believe everyone else is out to get them when everyone has forgotten. Sure, I'm writing now about the subject, but rarely do these people cross my mind. People long gone, further than them, and more recently have crossed my mind. They don't deserve time wasted on their toxicity.

I need a new Yo-Yo.