My Past

I miss most of my past. Most of it's behind me, not all, but what isn't I miss and what is, I miss more. 

       I can not see the future, or even the present. I only peer backwards into my mind. 

       Sweet and sour memories that I will never, ever get back no matter how hard I try and HAVE tried. 

  I miss my past. I do I do I do.